10.15.07

EVENTS





I didn`t write 4 day journal ... My grandpa died on Thursday morning, so I need to go to Daejun. It was really bored there. I served food to people who came to the funeral. There was so many people because my dad`s brothers and sisters are 7. I met my mom`s friends including Chaeri`s mom. I met many people I didn`t know, there. Sunday, I went to Mokchun where my dad`s hometown. My grandpa`s graveyard is there. I saw the workers burying my grandpa`s corpse. I couldn`t sleep for 3 days, thursday to saturday becuase of the funeral. One of my cousin cried. I cried at first but I don`t know my grandpa well. My grandpa had senile dementia so he couldn`t recognize me when I visit my grandparents. I`m afraid. I thought that I might die tomorrow. No one knows when I`m gonna die.








FEELINGS

(Picture- my sister)



I`m afraid. I might die tomorrow. No one knows. I talked to sisters who are in California. They said don`t be silly. I think its not silly.